Sunday, July 25, 2010

So much to do...

So as my schooling winds down to an end I find myself dragging my feet. It has never been so hard to get motivated to do schoolwork. There is just so much and I’m starting to feel anxious but I have to press on. I am so close to the end and being behind now would just make the month of august even tougher. Trying to readapt ones life for the better is challenging. It all starts with the small things however.
I want to start meditation. Much like prayer it is a time when one can travel internally and assess and release all the stresses of the world and re-center ones self. This is a practice not a gimmick. The power of the mind is great, re-teaching myself to control my mind and emotions would be beneficial to me. People often picture the bearded wise man legs folded sitting atop a mountain lost in tranquility. Here we travel to ask him, “what is the meaning of life”, to which he would most likely respond, “the answer is in you”. Every one of us have a conscious and subconscious mind. We access both but not at the same time. Your conscious mind is the one you most often hear in your head. The subconscious mind id the one when you ask yourself a question and you immediately feel the answer. Like someone grabbing your insides they twist. I believe...
I need to stop procrastinating and do some work… (remember this jam)


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